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where i would impress you with every single word i said would come out insightful or brave or smooth or charming and you'd want to call me and i would be there every time you need me i'd be there every time but for now i'll look so longingly waiting for you to want me for you to need me for you to notice me ... she's back
posted by blindsyntax at 12:04 AM
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Yes, yes, yes, sorry, sorry sorry, to all (1 or 2 of you) who come to read my blog. It has almost been a year now since I last posted on here. For that I'm sorry. I've been busy with work, and play. Play you ask? well not so much in the girlfriend area but with friends. Old ones and new ones, as i recall now from this past year. Hmm I'm getting this end of year/new years feeling now recapping the past years events... odd. So here is a quick rundown of the past year in a semi order. - may last year new phone - new managers at my work (they rock) - wii - spent halloween down in nj with Aaron and Crystal a fucking blast with them have to do it more often, and had a great time playing wii with them. - worked over a month and 1/2 with no day off - worked thanksgiving - worked 29 hours in the store the day before into xmas eve - worked on xmas - great b-day - partys - drinking - found out that everyone is leaving my store but for me and one of my assistants - already dreading later this month when 2 of my best workers and good friends are leaving. - and maybe working on a new version of the site since i've not touched it in a year. ya never know i might do it... heh
posted by blindsyntax at 10:35 PM
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Well, Deathscythe, (my computer) is sick and in the hospital. it got some type of bug, that was in a picture that someone sent me, i didn't think much of it at the time and thought i had deleted it, but yet had not done a virus check before i had to reboot my computer for another reason. stupid yes i know. so things were going fine with the start up, until the computer wanted to go into the log on screen after the xp logo. thats when it just checks A: drive and then sits there, doing nothing. same if i do safe mode, loads up divers and then sits there doing nothing but showing the list of drivers. oh and btw yahoo and msn stoped working for me at the same time, and i can't access those accounts for blindsyntax at all. so its odd... so i'm hoping that computer hospital can fix this problem without a reformat. if not then so be it. at least i have that 300 gig hard dirve in there now with all the pics/vids and programs, the only thing thats not on there is the installed progs and of course the o/s. i guess this will give me the excuse to install some extra RAM in it that i've been wanting to 512 isn't cutting it for me anymore heh. in other news, now that i dont have my computer here, i'm using the lap top i use for when i do mr. computer man work. its ok, but i don't have my favorites of web sites to surf. and stuff like that. but i do have the chat stuff to talk to my friends, and its got me thinking about stuff, what excactly i'm not sure, but stuff like letting go. letting go of what, again i'm not sure, but perhaps something like a security blanket of some sort. and another thing, i'm single, why is it every girl who knows me is like, why are you single that doesn't make sense. my reply is if i knew why i was single then i prob wouldn't be now would i. and this is true. i don't want to be single i want a girlfriend. i want an emotional connection with someone else that i can share stuff with, as well as mind blowing sex, but i digress. so with that i've been playing on okcupid the past day or 2 and thinking, dare i say go back to myspace and maybe look around, although i think myspace is kinda lameish now, but its great for keeping in contact with friends, but not when that entails stalking their friends list and bitching about who's in the top 8/12/16/ what ever... also moving out would be a good thing, but lil zoom zoom needs to get paid off first, another year or a big fucking raise would do. so thats my lil ramblings for now, i'm sure when i get the new comp back there will be a new redesign to this sight just like when deathscythe had to be reformated 4 or so years ago and lost everything, that is everything that wasn't on the server, ah remember that people the few of you that actually come to this site. the per ver of this site, digi the digital world of me, yeah then i was a different person, the person still in the shell, the shell that didn't get broken fully from kat, but started to be chipped from robin. its funny every time i grow in some way the site changes too. thats interesting something to think about... i wish i had my computer here to draw with, my fast amout of clip art images, although thinking about that right now, i'd prob do another set or 2 of mandalas, and speaking of that... i never posted those 4 that i have recently made. well if i saved them on the right drive and they are then when i get the comp back i'll post them for ya :)
posted by blindsyntax at 12:20 AM
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Man: Where have you been all my life? Woman: Hiding from you. Man: Haven't I seen you someplace before? Woman: Yes, that's why I don't go there anymore. Man: Is this seat empty? Woman: Yes, and this one will be if you sit down. Man: Your place or mine? Woman: Both. You go to yours, and I'll go to mine. Man: So, what do you do for a living? Woman: I'm a female impersonator. Man: Hey baby, what's your sign? Woman: Do not enter. Man: How do you like your eggs in the morning? Woman: Unfertilized. Man: Your body is like a temple. Woman: Sorry, there are no services today. Man: I would go to the end of the world for you. Woman: But would you stay there? Man: If I could see you naked, I'd die happy. Woman: If I saw you naked, I'd probably die laughing. Man: If I could rearrange the alphabet I'd put u and i together Woman: Really, I'd put f and u together Labels: words
posted by blindsyntax at 12:46 AM
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 Thou shalt get out before the sun rises II. Thou shouldest never ask "can we see each other from now on?" III. Thou shalt refrain from referring to our activities as "love making." IV. Thou shalt not request advanced plans. V. Thou shalt kiss anything except my mouth. VI. Thou shalt scream my name often VII. If someone cometh over whilst thou art here, thou art my cousin from out of town. VIII. Thou shalt not ask me to walk thee to thy car. Don't thou knoweth what it looketh like? IX. There shall be no "pillow talk." X. There shall be no cuddling -- ever! Labels: words
posted by blindsyntax at 10:35 AM
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Nothing lasts forever so live it up drink it down laugh it off avoid the bullshit take chances and NEVER have regrets because at one point EVERYTHING you did was EXACTLY what you wanted - taken from a friends profile Labels: words
posted by blindsyntax at 12:02 AM
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Moisture is the essence of wetness, and wetness is the essence of beauty. Labels: words
posted by blindsyntax at 2:20 AM
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